Honest Blessings Straight From God Mind Dump Random

Mercedes left me this note in my phone’s history of all my saved things with Google docs. I love her too the moon and back.

I love you so much idiotIm very proud of all of your accomplishmentsKeep up the great workI know things get hard but know everything always works out for the bestIt’s always a storm before the rain keep your head up alwaysI love you so SOSOSOSOSOSO much She’s is in her final trimester and Lukah can’t […]

Honest Blessings Straight From God Mind Dump Random Uncategorized

Lukah Neal Spees

I still can’t believe I’m bout to be a Grandma! I’ve picked my chosen Grandma name which is gonna be GG. I was blessed when I came home from work Tuesday, because when I walked into my bedroom, they’re lay my beautiful daughter, Mercedes Marie. She asked me to bring her some gravy from breakfast, […]


Friend or Foe

I’ve been going to Suboxone clinic for almost a year now. At first I was skeptical and didn’t know what to expect. It actually turned out to be a very good place to get help. I enjoyed it so much that I’m invited my best friend, to at least give it a try, because she […]

Do You Belieive Hardheaded Lessons Honest Blessings Straight From God Mental Health/My Truth Mental Illness Mind Dump PTSD Uncategorized

My Own Testimony, Finally Written

This is probably my thousandth time trying to write this all out and in the proper order of how things actually happened. Please bear with me as I try and tell you the story of my trials and tribulations throughout this entire ordeal. Many praise and thanks to the “Great Lord” above. Without Him, I’d […]

Mental Health/My Truth Mental Illness Mind Dump Random Uncategorized

Sometimes it’s like I just don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I mean I’m not sad or like majorly depressed, but for some reason today I don’t quite feel normal either. At work right now so I’ll try and remember to post later. So here I am updating this post. I’ve actually been feeling […]