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Mk…deep seeded thoughts it is. “I’ll not raise my kids the way I was raised”. Yay…or Nay?

I know I’m not the only one that has ever said that to their selves growing up in a strict, awkward household. One parent would try and be the positive one, and of course it was my father that was the rule enforcer, and the “King of His Castle”. My sister was 6 years older […]

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Random Thoughts

I’m sitting here at work outside smoking a cig, taking a 5 minute break. Since I have been here and had some time away from the intimidating blank screen that always seems to be before me. I have received many messages from my son. He was telling me how sorry he was that he came […]

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So I was reading over the first letter I wrote you to my best friend, Panda. She thought at first I was going to cry. Rereading something I wrote to someone as special as you. I didn’t though. Shock factor. So I have been talking with Mrs. Marie and her rules over her child and […]

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De Ja Vu!

The things I said I would never do when I grew up… Man if only one had the will power to resist the human nature of curiosity. Certain drugs attract certain people. The effects they give you are so euphoric, and make you feel so good you wonder why people have told you they were […]

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Even though your not physically here with me, I can still hear your voice yelling at me. Remember that one fight we got into over me wanting one of your beers. You weren’t going, be dammed. You literally shut me in the fridge you tackled it so hard. Man, that hurt. I know your probably […]

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Questions Run Rampant Through This Mind Of Mine…

Were my words well received? This I must know. To share my words with the world and to say how much they mean to me I must try. If I don’t I can never say that I have. So if I do, I can never say that I didn’t. I can’t deny something that came […]

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Stage Fright

I just read the poem I’m about to share…all I can do right now is shake my head and seriously laugh my ass off at the form I took when I wrote these things I called poetry. I mean I said I was going to share one. Right now I’m just looking for one good […]

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Jus Received A Little Motivation…

So while I had been new to the blogging community, and have just been writing, more like journaling my personal life’s problems, instead of the pieces I have that inside me and I have dared share them yet because I’m afraid I’m not as wonderful mas the many blogger’s piece’s I have read. So ITIMIDATED!! […]

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My Daughter’s Future On The Horizon…

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Messing Around In The Work Place….

I sure would hate to think so. You’d best not be messing round in the work place. How many of you guys out there look forward to going to work? To get away from the drama of your personal life? I’d hate to think not. I live to go to work. Especially when shit is […]