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I’m still here you guys…

I know I haven’t posted in a while. That’s only because I’ve been working on this book I’m trying to write. The entire idea for the story was all my husband’s. I’m jus putting his idea into words in the form of a book. He’s not tech savvy and honestly I’m not so much either. […]

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Sometimes it’s like I just don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I mean I’m not sad or like majorly depressed, but for some reason today I don’t quite feel normal either. At work right now so I’ll try and remember to post later.

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Back on the Grind!! (WORK)

Oh you guys, same old s*** just different day! Had to come outside and get a cigarette break in real quick. Had a call in order for 90 sausage egg and cheese biscuits this morning so as soon as I got here that’s exactly what I had to start making. Well I helped make them, […]

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Momma mode kicked in, but so did dad’s.

You last heard me bitching about my son stealing from me and he I was gonna handle it and was I really gonna put him out with nowhere to go? Well I handled it very well I think. No yelling or arguing at all. He wasn’t defensive and didn’t try and come up with some […]

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Part Two of UGH!!

Been running my ass off since 6am. Literally! I work fast food and for some reason it’s like every body an they momma wants breakfast!! I know it’s only Monday and far from the actual weekend, but my days off are jus around the corner and that is what I claim to be my weekend!! […]

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Ugh!! I HATE CONFLICT!!

Man if I could describe a day in my life right now the title for this post would be exactly that!! UGH!! There emotions in me want nothing but the best in life for everyone. Family included. So why do I feel so bad for having to decide to have my son move out? Let […]

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My nights have not only been sleepless. They have been dreamless as well. You told me the other day that you were putting in your two week notice. That you had another job already lined up. One that not only has better pay but benefits as well. I can’t blame you. Trust me I’ve tried. […]

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Laws Of Attraction

The days string along like they are mirrored images of one another, seemingly breathtaking in their beauty and all that surrounds them. I hear your voice calling to me. Willing me to come as fast as I can so that we can get more time in with each other. We each have our separate lives, […]

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Continue On…

Good morning sis. Well I got a bombshell dropped on me yesterday afternoon when Mercedes came over. She told me that her dad has gotten his new girlfriend pregnant, but I’m not really supposed to know about it yet because I guess she’s had her tubes tied some years ago and they aren’t telling anyone […]

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My ‘Secret’ Desire…

Can you see me? That is what I’m asking. Are you too busy with so much mundane tasking?I yell for you to look.I’m screaming inside my chest for you to notice me.How can you not simply see, what it is I want you and me to be?When we first met I thought you were cute. […]