Part Two of UGH!!

Been running my ass off since 6am. Literally! I work fast food and for some reason it’s like every body an they momma wants breakfast!! I know it’s only Monday and far from the actual weekend, but my days off are jus around the corner and that is what I claim to be my weekend!! I jus told my husband this morning, why is it when you got a job you don’t wanna go? But when you don’t got one is when you want one!! Questions that boggle my mind are being asked today. Like my first post earlier this morning about why my son felt the need to steal almost all of my weed. Like bruh, you got a job seriously??!!! I have done my job to the best of my abilities when it comes to having raised my children. My daughter is self sufficient an very independent. She’ll be 18 on the 23rd of this month, is 6 months pregnant and works a full time job herself. My son works part time, is a gamer and does nothing he doesn’t have to. Like night and day. The difference between the two of them. It’s like my daughter learned what NOT to do from watching my fuck ups. But my son jus hasn’t caught on yet. I don’t get it. I once asked him if he was to get locked up your he would cope. Good answer was very troubling. His response… As long as I have food a place to sleep and tv, is be okay! WHAT?? Excuse me if I’m being rude but are you fucking kidding me?? I know when some of this year this your gonna be like, oh it’s not that bad. Um!! Yes the fuck it is. When I have to tell him to bathe himself cause he smells and he says to me, I know I can smell myself!! There’s a serious issue that needs to be addressed and I am lost on how to help him. He has a response to everything anyone tells him. Like he already knows what your gonna say, and has thought of a come back before you have even spoken a word. I still feel like the moon in me telling me he needs me. But then I’m like, your a grown ass man I shouldn’t have to repeat myself telling you about your hygiene. UGH!! I’M IN A RUT. REACHING OUT FOR ADVICE. Suggestions welcomed. I’m an open book open to criticism. Don’t be mouthy though. You’ll only get smart ass remarks in return. Jus saying…

By tallgirl07

I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.

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