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Good morning sis. Well I got a bombshell dropped on me yesterday afternoon when Mercedes came over. She told me that her dad has gotten his new girlfriend pregnant, but I’m not really supposed to know about it yet because I guess she’s had her tubes tied some years ago and they aren’t telling anyone as of yet because they want to make sure it isn’t a tubal pregnancy. Man was that a mouth full. Whew!

Needless to say Mercedes is salty as hell about it. She wants to know why she wasn’t good enough for her dad to want to be clean and straight for like he all of a sudden does now with this ‘maybe baby’. I had no words of advice to offer her though. That’s unusual of me. She’s so grown (pretends to be but really isn’t) she won’t listen to what anyone else has to say to her to try and do to make herself feel better. She knows nothing will work so don’t even waste your breath saying it. Point blank. Straight up. She won’t even listen to what I say much-less someone else. She’s also rude as fuck! Like she was all kissing my ass for me to get her something to eat. Being nice and hugging on me and shit. Then after she’s gotten what she wants she goes right back to the Mercedes with the attitude.

She thinks it’s ‘stupid’ of her father having a new baby. Which will make her child already an uncle after he’s born, with a niece or nephew only a few months younger than him.

I can understand why she feels she has to question why he thought she wasn’t good enough to get clean for though. She’s been the baby her whole life and this new child her dad and girlfriend are more than likely going to have is taking that away from her. She’s giving him his first grandbaby and doesn’t want him having a new born on the way. Like she got real salty when telling me about it. To the point it almost made her not eat the food I paid to have delivered to her.

There’s no words I could possibly say to her to remotely even try and say to her that will make her feel better about the situation. Then on top of that drama in her head she hasn’t seen her boyfriend in a few days and is really missing him. So she is super salty about that as well.
Really wishing you were here to give that sisterly advice I know you’d be full of. She’s a tough cookie to try and figure out. I have to do it without making any part of her crumble too.

Wishing you were here Jennifer.

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By tallgirl07

I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.

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