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Good morning sis. Well I got a bombshell dropped on me yesterday afternoon when Mercedes came over. She told me that her dad has gotten his new girlfriend pregnant, but I’m not really supposed to know about it yet because I guess she’s had her tubes tied some years ago and they aren’t telling anyone […]

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My ‘Secret’ Desire…

Can you see me? That is what I’m asking. Are you too busy with so much mundane tasking?I yell for you to look.I’m screaming inside my chest for you to notice me.How can you not simply see, what it is I want you and me to be?When we first met I thought you were cute. […]

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“I CAUGHT A THOUGHT”

Pastor: Steve Furtick http://stevenfurtick.com/ https://fb.watch/86cNjffLDs/ The link I shared above is on a sermon by Pastor Steven Furtive. I was checking my notifications on Facebook last night and read that one of my friends shared this video. So naturally I was curious about the kind of video this person had shared so I clicked on […]

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What Is My Motivation…You Wanna Know…

I have thought of so many things I’d like to do to help my community in a positive way. I’m a recovering addict and I feel I have so many wonderful things I can provide someone that needs it when it comes to such a horrible subject. I want to let them know that there […]

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Good Morning All..

I’m so grateful to have woken up this morning alert and wide awake ready to get the day started. I want to say thank you to everyone that has read my posts where I’m venting or talking about my past. Ever since blogging has come out and I found out about it, I couldn’t wait […]

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Hey Sis. I’m always wondering if your watching over me. If your proud of me and the progress I’ve made to living a better life. I wish you could talk to me and tell me how beautiful heaven is. I’m sure Lil Jesse is loving the fact he can fly and soar through the clouds […]

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Random Thoughts…

So I’m sitting here this morning with things swirling inside my brain as usual. I pick up my phone and see a Snapchat message from my daughter. I open it up to read it and see that she’s sent me a pic of the outfit she’s decided to wear to school today. It just happens […]

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More Than Skin

Originally posted on Through The Cracked Window (Revisited):
Draw yourself a pictureOf what you look likeMaybe then they mightFeel an ounce of your pain Come into focusStep out of the shadowsThis is not a battleNever be ashamed They don’t even know youAll they see is scarsThey don’t see the angelLiving in your heart Let them…

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Mk…deep seeded thoughts it is. “I’ll not raise my kids the way I was raised”. Yay…or Nay?

I know I’m not the only one that has ever said that to their selves growing up in a strict, awkward household. One parent would try and be the positive one, and of course it was my father that was the rule enforcer, and the “King of His Castle”. My sister was 6 years older […]

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I’m sitting here at work outside smoking a cig, taking a 5 minute break. Since I have been here and had some time away from the intimidating blank screen that always seems to be before me. I have received many messages from my son. He was telling me how sorry he was that he came […]