Good Morning All

I am so grateful to be alive and breathing this morning. We have an awesome God people. Please never forget that. want to talk about something that has been bothering me if i may. Not the whole grandma thing. ‘m over that and have come to accept what it is and what will be. But instead the fact that I’m only 39 years old (this Wednesday will be official) and hurt in my body as if I have labored all my life. HARD LABOR too. I mean I HAVE always usually worked. Even being homeless I had worked until wasn’t homeless any longer. people may say some shit lke, ” Oh she just works fast food”! Well to those people I say, “Screw You”! That shit is hard. Hell the “FAST” part has only been in even more demand lately than I don’t know what.

I’m a smoker, yes I am. But that has shit to do with my job. I find myself being somewhat slower than I normally am and frankly I can’t fucking stand it. Excuse my language seriously. But that’s how badly I’m bothered by this pan I’ve been experiencing. I told you about where my leg and hip connect that it feels very wore out there and is affecting the way I choose to sit. I had company last night and couldn’t sit Indian Style on my bed like I wanted too. t was crazy how bad it truly hurt.

I do seldom go to the doctor when I have the extra income. I guess I will address this when go back. Well look here at the time. It has gone by already. I’ll try to get in some more about this later. Right now I must get ready to leave. Duty calls.

By tallgirl07

I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.

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