Grandma To Be…

Is it really true? YES!! It totally is!

So while I was at work yesterday my daughter came by with her dad and she got out and tried to come inside. We had our lobby closed due to the fact that we are short handed. My GM called out to me that my daughter was here. I was a little surprised by such a visit, and was totally only expecting her to only ask for something to eat. Boy was I ever caught off guard. So as I was walking to the door I of course saw her standing there waiting for me to come outside. As I do we continue walking to the truck. She tells me when I get off work could she come over and wash some clothes. Um.. last I checked she never asked to that at all, she just did it. I tell her she don’t have to ask to wash her clothes, it’s my washer. my dryer, my everything. (Of course it’s obviously my husband’s too)

i was however right about her asking for food though. Both her and her father. She then tells me no because she doesn’t want to sit with my grouchy ol’ man. I can’t really blame her, he’s half the reason I go to work everyday. SMH. I get what they want to eat and then go inside and make it. I come back outside bearing gifts from my labors when again I am told she needs to talk to me. Something inside me is already telling me that I know what it’s about. I choose not to acknowledge it by turning away saying I’ll see her after I get home. Her father then says to me again she “just needs to talk”. I turned around as I was fixing to go back inside and say, ” She better not be pregnant”! Well guess whose going to be a grandma? Yep. ME!

While I wait for someone to tell me how to go about handling said situation, I’m going to lay down for a little while. Oh, did I mention she’s only 17 years old? Yeah, that’s where I’m at. IDK how to feel. Happy, sad, mad, excited? I have all of those plus a feeling of numbness. Really need some feed back you guys. I’m a little depressed or still in shock I think.

By tallgirl07

I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.

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