Writing Hubby a Letter

I have been trying to write my husband a letter for the past week or so, but I haven’t gotten very far. Like at all! My hands have been hurting so bad the past few wks and then here lately my back has been very bothersome. My friend Panda came over last night an hung out with me. I haven’t had that much fun in a long time. With a true friend too. Well after she left I had to finish cleaning off the bed so my ol man could come to bed. I must have fallen asleep during the process because the next thing I know he’s waking me up.

As soon as I opened my eyes I felt sharp pain shoot all the way through my entire body. I told him not to touch me. He didn’t listen and continued to try and pull me up thinking I was about to fall off the bed. I made it VERY CLEAR I wasn’t going to fall off the fucking bed! I was furious you guys. He wasn’t gentle with trying to pull me up either. This coming from a man 20yrs older than me that has major back probs himself, was for real being mean about it. Then he proceeded to try and start an argument with me. No! Not try, he did. Idk wtf it was even over. I hadn’t done anything other than fall asleep after my company left. I have been exhausted past couple months from working, plus the everyday stresses of everyday life So not just physically was I hurting but I was mentally, and emotionally burnt out.

I start over again today hoping and praying that we aren’t shorthanded and that we all get along today and that no one argues. Keep me in your prayers and thoughts please. Thank you and God Bless…

By tallgirl07

I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.

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