Hey all! I just now woke up. Apparently I crashed next to her with my arm around her. While she laid on my chest and her arm around me. I had no ideal I fell asleep. We were just chilling and I was listening to her tell me about things she’s been through. I feel bad about it for real though. She just got up, waking me up giving me kisses and hugs. I woke up with a smile on my face because I haven’t fell asleep just naturally like that without taking my night time meds in idk how long. She just radiates this aura that calms and relaxes you. Idk how to explain it really, but I felt my mind actually stop running 100 mph like it always is. Then the next thing I know I’m waking up with her beautiful smiling face looking down at me. I then and only then realized I had fallen asleep on her while she was talking to me. I literally felt some type of way. Not in a bad or guilty way really. More like, “Hey did you fall asleep too”? Sadly though she didn’t. I know she’s exhausted herself. She’s all alone next door, only with random company here and there. Personally, and maybe it’s just me, but I think the people that do come to see her only ever want something from her. Dead serious. She has told me so many stories about some of the kind of people she’s acquaintances with and I truly hate hearing how they treat her.They think they are getting over on her like she don’t know their true intentions. WRONG!! She has her own reasons for allowing them to continue to come around. I just want to protect her and shield her. She’s such a giving person with a beautiful soul and I’m glad to say she’s my friend.
I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.View Archive →