I can’t seem to win if not for mf losing!! The 2 days before mother’s day were by far the absolute worst. Mother’s Day was no better. Then on my scheduled days off my brand-new Chromebook went out on me. I was tore up about that like, SUPER BAD! The days before while I was at work I felt like I was the only one busting my ass an doing anything productive to speak of at all. So what does my dumbass do? I go ask the shift manager to ask the other backline person to help me, not with my job, but other things that also needed to be done besides my job which is prep. This shift manager I forgot is a child compared to me an when she came to backline to ask she worded it so awkward, and wrong, and the chick I just started getting along with took what she said and believed it. I walked outside to smoke a cigarette, you know to cool off. Don’t ya know the manager comes out an walks over to me saying, “I’ma need you and Marion to start getting along”! I was like WTF?? What you go and say to her? I just wanted you to ask if she’d help me with other things that needed to be done an that was it. She done went an said something along the lines of I didn’t think she was doin her job and I was doing everything. (Which was 100% true) Not go an tell her I think she ain’t doing shit. So I went to the bathroom and I could hear perfectly clear the woman saying, “Well she shoulda came to me.” So when I got done I went straight to backline and told her she was right I should have went straight to her an asked, but I also told her I don’t always know how to approach her sometimes because I’m still getting to know her. I tried fixing it as best as possible. We worked good the rest of the day. Now I’m almost done wit my lil smoke break an gotta get back on the grind. Sorry I haven’t posted lately. Jus been super busy or super sleepy. Love you guys be back later today to catch you up on things I need to get off my chest.
I have always loved expressing myself through words. I have been a bookworm since I started reading I think. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now if I could just teach everyone who didn't know how, how to read, then they'd be able to read all the fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up to a good book on a rainy day if I wanted to. I work with the public. So I was outside a couple days ago typing away on my 2nd hand chrome book, and a nice gentleman started conversation about how long it took to charge. I said not long for an older model. He said he knew, about the older model I was working with. I proceeded to tell him I was trying my hand at writing a book. He turned out to be an avid bookworm himself. He gave me nothing but encouragement to finish the book. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their profession, well I'm gonna keep trying. I won't stop until I know without a shadow of doubt I can't succeed. Then maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chrome book for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though.View Archive →