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Mercedes left me this note in my phone’s history of all my saved things with Google docs. I love her too the moon and back.

I love you so much idiotIm very proud of all of your accomplishmentsKeep up the great workI know things get hard but know everything always works out for the bestIt’s always a storm before the rain keep your head up alwaysI love you so SOSOSOSOSOSO much She’s is in her final trimester and Lukah can’t […]

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Lukah Neal Spees

I still can’t believe I’m bout to be a Grandma! I’ve picked my chosen Grandma name which is gonna be GG. I was blessed when I came home from work Tuesday, because when I walked into my bedroom, they’re lay my beautiful daughter, Mercedes Marie. She asked me to bring her some gravy from breakfast, […]

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Friend or Foe

I’ve been going to Suboxone clinic for almost a year now. At first I was skeptical and didn’t know what to expect. It actually turned out to be a very good place to get help. I enjoyed it so much that I’m invited my best friend, to at least give it a try, because she […]

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My Own Testimony, Finally Written

This is probably my thousandth time trying to write this all out and in the proper order of how things actually happened. Please bear with me as I try and tell you the story of my trials and tribulations throughout this entire ordeal. Many praise and thanks to the “Great Lord” above. Without Him, I’d […]

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My Future Grandson Lucah!

I’m was at first scared got her. But she handled it way better than i ever thought she would. Thank God. I was so worried she would get so depressed but she hasn’t been yet. Surprisingly. The daddy has been so confused. One minuet he’s okay and excepting, the next he’s in denial and don’t […]

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I’m still here you guys…

I know I haven’t posted in a while. That’s only because I’ve been working on this book I’m trying to write. The entire idea for the story was all my husband’s. I’m jus putting his idea into words in the form of a book. He’s not tech savvy and honestly I’m not so much either. […]

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Mental Health/My Truth Mental Illness Mind Dump Random Uncategorized

Sometimes it’s like I just don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I mean I’m not sad or like majorly depressed, but for some reason today I don’t quite feel normal either. At work right now so I’ll try and remember to post later. So here I am updating this post. I’ve actually been feeling […]

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Back on the Grind!! (WORK)

Oh you guys, same old s*** just different day! Had to come outside and get a cigarette break in real quick. Had a call in order for 90 sausage egg and cheese biscuits this morning so as soon as I got here that’s exactly what I had to start making. Well I helped make them, […]

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Momma mode kicked in, but so did dad’s.

You last heard me bitching about my son stealing from me and he I was gonna handle it and was I really gonna put him out with nowhere to go? Well I handled it very well I think. No yelling or arguing at all. He wasn’t defensive and didn’t try and come up with some […]

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Part Two of UGH!!

Been running my ass off since 6am. Literally! I work fast food and for some reason it’s like every body an they momma wants breakfast!! I know it’s only Monday and far from the actual weekend, but my days off are jus around the corner and that is what I claim to be my weekend!! […]