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Part Two of UGH!!

Been running my ass off since 6am. Literally! I work fast food and for some reason it’s like every body an they momma wants breakfast!! I know it’s only Monday and far from the actual weekend, but my days off are jus around the corner and that is what I claim to be my weekend!! […]

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Ugh!! I HATE CONFLICT!!

Man if I could describe a day in my life right now the title for this post would be exactly that!! UGH!! There emotions in me want nothing but the best in life for everyone. Family included. So why do I feel so bad for having to decide to have my son move out? Let […]

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My nights have not only been sleepless. They have been dreamless as well. You told me the other day that you were putting in your two week notice. That you had another job already lined up. One that not only has better pay but benefits as well. I can’t blame you. Trust me I’ve tried. […]

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FINALLY! VICTORY!

iOMG!! I have somehow managed to figure out how to finally fucking get to where I could post on this ol’ dusty ass chromebook model. Not hating on it what-so-ever. ABSOLUELTELY NOT!! I’m now having a coughing fit as a result of me having been sick this past week. So I have to stop for […]

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Laws Of Attraction

The days string along like they are mirrored images of one another, seemingly breathtaking in their beauty and all that surrounds them. I hear your voice calling to me. Willing me to come as fast as I can so that we can get more time in with each other. We each have our separate lives, […]

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Continue On…

Good morning sis. Well I got a bombshell dropped on me yesterday afternoon when Mercedes came over. She told me that her dad has gotten his new girlfriend pregnant, but I’m not really supposed to know about it yet because I guess she’s had her tubes tied some years ago and they aren’t telling anyone […]

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My ‘Secret’ Desire…

Can you see me? That is what I’m asking. Are you too busy with so much mundane tasking?I yell for you to look.I’m screaming inside my chest for you to notice me.How can you not simply see, what it is I want you and me to be?When we first met I thought you were cute. […]

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“I CAUGHT A THOUGHT”

Pastor: Steve Furtick http://stevenfurtick.com/ https://fb.watch/86cNjffLDs/ The link I shared above is on a sermon by Pastor Steven Furtive. I was checking my notifications on Facebook last night and read that one of my friends shared this video. So naturally I was curious about the kind of video this person had shared so I clicked on […]

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What Is My Motivation…You Wanna Know…

I have thought of so many things I’d like to do to help my community in a positive way. I’m a recovering addict and I feel I have so many wonderful things I can provide someone that needs it when it comes to such a horrible subject. I want to let them know that there […]

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Good Morning All..

I’m so grateful to have woken up this morning alert and wide awake ready to get the day started. I want to say thank you to everyone that has read my posts where I’m venting or talking about my past. Ever since blogging has come out and I found out about it, I couldn’t wait […]